The Babies and the Dolls Vision 09-12-12
I have had a recurring vision the past two days that
has partly troubled me, and has also amazed me as I have pondered it. Tonight, as my husband and I were driving across town
to go for a walk, I saw sickles in the air above the city. I saw angels also.
Sickles were flying in the air and angels were busy in the atmosphere on their
assignments. As we returned home, the Lord said to now share my visions.
In the vision, I am watching the vision from afar, and
I am also in the vision, and I am in a room full of people. It was obviously a
gathering of sorts, and the people all were carrying babies of various ages.
Some were real babies, but most were dolls that looked like babies. The people
were very happy and excited to be there, and they were all milling around in
groups here and there, and they were all showing each other their babies/dolls.
I noticed that some of the babies were old, like they never grew physically,
but had aged and were like old people, in baby bodies. The people happily held
them and showed them off. Other babies were skinny, like they hadn't eaten
much, and were listless, but their owners were also showing them off proudly. Some
babies were young, and pink and happy, with bright eyes, and were smiling at me
when I passed by them. I reached out and touched a babies' cheek. Then I
stopped, because I saw a lady coming towards me that had a doll in her arms,
and the doll had eyes that opened and shut depending on which way you tipped
it, like the old-time dolls from the past. This doll had painted cheeks and was
being held proudly by the lady. She was so proud of her baby, and it dawned on
me that she didn't know that it was a doll. She truly thought it was a baby.
She walked past me hurriedly, and I walked on towards another group who were
all standing around conversing about their babies/dolls. There were about 6-8
in this group, and most were holding dolls. I only saw one baby in this group,
and this baby was one of the listless, skinny ones. The people were happy and
were congratulating each other on their children. I wondered how they could
call their dolls children. One doll was clothed in shiny clothes, with flashy
buttons and hair things. One doll was dressed in country clothes with a
checkered plaid vest and black shiny shoes. One doll was all white fabric, with
a smock of gold over it's cloth body. It had hair of gold tied back with white
ribbons. All of a sudden I saw myself in the vision, grab the doll by it's feet
and I pulled it out of the owners arms, and swung it till it's head hit the
floor. The head of the doll split wide open and a bunch of marbles fell out.
The owner screamed, and I was mortified that I would do such a thing. The lady
scrambled on the floor trying to pick up the marbles that were rolling around.
I reached up and grabbed the country doll by it's feet next, and swung it
upside down till it's head also hit the floor. It's head hit the floor and
split open, and lots of coins fell out and rolled all over. The man angrily ran
after the money that now was rolling out of his sight, I don't know where he
went after that. The others in their group began to clutch their dolls in fear.
They saw me approaching them, and they began to back up too. I reached out and
grabbed another doll and swung it in the air, and it's head came crashing down
to the floor, and when it split open, candy flew everywhere like a piƱata
would. More people began to scream and they came running, and many dove after
the candy that rolled everywhere. The others in the group then fled. The one
with the skinny baby looked at me and shrunk back too. I looked at her and
said, "Be faithful with what you have been given, or you too will lose
what you have." They instantly ran off.
Then the scene enlarged before me, and I saw that this
room was actually a vast place, like an arena or great stadium meeting room on
earth would be. Like before, it was full of people with various children,
babies, and dolls. But the majority were dolls. Once in a while I would see a
small round faced baby who was smiling and playfully gurgling in their owners
arms. But most of the small children I saw were either solemn, or anxious, or very
thin and gaunt looking. No joy or light in their eyes, it looked like they were
hungry and did not have enough to eat, and had been in that condition for
awhile. I went up to one small child who was very thin, and began to caress
it's right foot. The lady was busy talking to another person, and did not
notice me standing there. The little girl's foot was cold, and the child's eyes
turned to me when I began to touch her foot. She looked at me and managed a
smile, and shook her small head. I wondered what that meant. I rubbed her foot
some more, and then the lady felt that the child had moved, so she turned and saw
that I was rubbing the foot of the small child, and she jerked the child away
from my grasp. She was angry that I had touched her child. She stormed off with
the small child sadly dangling in her arms. I was saddened and wondered if I
should go after the lady, but felt a restraining hand on my shoulder. I turned
around and the Lord was standing next to me. He nodded "no" to me,
and motioned for me to follow Him. We walked for a few minutes, and as we
walked, He watched the various groups and listened to their conversations, and
viewed the various babies and dolls with me. I saw various emotions roll across
His face as we walked in the room. After awhile, the Lord came to a door. We both
stopped and the Lord had His hand on the door, and was about to leave, when He
stopped, and turned to me. He said, "This is the current condition of My
House in the earth. Most are serving Me for different reasons and with various motives.
The children and babies are representative of their callings, giftings, and
ministries. Some are faithful in their callings, and have developed their
giftings into viable fruit, symbolized by the babies with healthy countenances,
and they are moving towards maturity and growth in their ministries in Me. The
children that were listless and sickly represent those who have not been good
stewards with what I have called them to, and have given to them, and they have
not nurtured the anointing deposits that I have given to them, and are on the
verge of losing their vision and dying to My Purposes for them. Those who are
not faithful with the measures that I have given to them, will soon lose them."
Jesus was visibly angry as He spoke, "I will give
them to someone else who will tend My Lambs. Those with dolls are those who
have assumed positions that I never called them to, or who have produced works
I never intended them to do. Those who I call, are anointed to do so, and have
my true Life in them. Whatever has My Life within it, will live. These dolls
are manmade idols and works. In their perceptions, they think that I will
validate their works as being fruitful for Me, but this I will never do. What
is not born of Me, is not Me. It is dead. It is carnal and is only fuel for
their souls. The things that you saw pouring out of the heads, when you hit
them on the ground, are the thoughts and motives of their hearts that are being
exposed as I come now to break open every seed. I have warned My Church to come
to Me, and to allow Me to burn up all that is within them that is not of Me. I
have asked them to let Me burn up the things of their own desires, the things that
are not bearing fruit, and all selfish ambition. But few listened, and few have
came to Me to be purged of their old ways and dead methods. So I will now begin
to do what I showed you. I will now take them by the feet, which means that I
will deal with them in their walks. I will show them what is truly in their
minds and hearts. I will break it all open, and dump it all out on the floor.
What they truly love is what they will dive after, to try to get it back, but
if they do, they will lose their places in My House. I will not allow any more
falseness hidden within. What is truly alive will remain. What is only a
facsimile and a pretense will be thrown out. I am alive, and those who serve Me
are alive with My Life. Everything they do bears fruit from Me, and it is I who
lives, and flows within them continually. What is not truly alive, will now be
seen as a mere show. Heads will be broken, and the contents will now roll. I
have called My People to My Gatherings, and I will examine the fruits, and I
will bring outside all that are not healthy roots or shoots. My House will be full of
fruit, and will full of fresh vision, and full of life. Do not bereave the
head's breaking, but rejoice in what I will be making! Every work will be shown
for what it is, and many will also rejoice, knowing that they have walked fully
in My ways, and shall delight in the knowledge that their fruit shall grow and mature and shall
multiply. Those that resist and stumble at My dealings will fall, and lose
their calls. I have My laborers who have waited for their season, and they
shall come along, and pick up that which can be brought to life again. I have
My faithful women and men, they shall open their hearts faithfully to many, and
some that fell shall get back up, and begin to walk with Me again."
"The others who will not change will be taken
outside and given over to the seducers, and the wicked who know not the true Bride.
I shall have no unfaithful ones in My House, nor working for Me in My Fields.
My Sickles are only given to those whose hearts are aflame with My Desires.
Look, and see the angels that are now coming, for they have their scales in
their hands. Every home is being weighed. Every church is being weighed. Every
city is being weighed. Every nation is being weighed. I am weighing the desires
and motives of all within. I know why many serve Me, but now it is time for the
truth to come to them. I want My Burdens born from within! My harvesters shall
be chosen by their faithfulness, and by their fruit. Many that present
themselves as My leaders will shortly find themselves on the outside of what I
am doing. I will not have My harvest untended, and unfed, and uncared for in
this hour. My Wave has come, and so has the beginning of My Power. The Fire will
now sift the selfish and the insincere, and will deal severely with those who
refuse to draw near. My Sickles will also come near and will prove the worth of
those who answer My Call. I know the true motives and desires of all. There
shall be no unjust gain, nor pride, nor haughtiness in speaking My Name! So, I
will begin in earnest even in My inner circles, and I will flow outward even to
the outer walls, and much will be thrown open before them all. My Fire will burn
in increased measures now. My angels stand with sickles in their hands. No more
playing will be allowed. No more pretending of roles. No more shows on the
platforms, and power comparisons before men. No! I want pure faith, humility,
and sincere love to flow in! So, now My head banging will begin. I will deal
with all independence, and with deep seated pride, and I will cut off every
selfish thing that remains inside. I will have a healthy, vibrant, and strong
leadership in this hour! So, many heads will tumble. Many will seek to run and
hide. I will re-distribute My Sickles to many who have never sought for them at
all. My Fire shall burn brightly in them, and they shall quickly rise to My
tasks! I told you that I would burn down every false wall, and then My Gospel Lamps
would shine brightly in the days ahead. It has begun. Every fruit that remains
when I am done, is what is truly sincere and is what is destined from Me to
run. Let go of all that draws your gaze on this earth, and look solely upon Me.
In My Light, you will continue to work for Me right. You will fulfill all that
is destined for you, and you will continue to bear rich fruit. Let My Spirit
bring forth all that I have ordained."
The Lord then opened the door and we stepped outside. -The
vision ended.
Hebrews 4:12 For the Word that God
speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and
effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing
line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and
marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing
and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart. 13 And not a creature
exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed,
naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.
James 1:22 But be doers of the Word
[obey the message], and not merely listeners to it, betraying yourselves [into
deception by reasoning contrary to the Truth]. 23 For if anyone only listens to
the Word without obeying it and being a doer of it, he is like a man who looks
carefully at his [own] natural face in a mirror; 24 For he thoughtfully
observes himself, and then goes off and promptly forgets what he was like. 25 But
he who looks carefully into the faultless law, the [law] of liberty, and is
faithful to it and perseveres in looking into it, being not a heedless listener
who forgets but an active doer [who obeys], he shall be blessed in his doing
(his life of obedience). 26 If anyone thinks himself to be religious (piously
observant of the external duties of his faith) and does not bridle his tongue
but deludes his own heart, this person's religious service is worthless
(futile, barren).
1 Corinthians 3:1 HOWEVER, BRETHREN, I
could not talk to you as to spiritual [men], but as to non-spiritual [men of
the flesh, in whom the carnal nature predominates], as to mere infants [in the
new life] in Christ [unable to talk yet!] 2 I fed you with milk, not solid
food, for you were not yet strong enough [to be ready for it]; but even yet you
are not strong enough [to be ready for it], 3 For you are still [unspiritual,
having the nature] of the flesh [under the control of ordinary impulses]. For
as long as [there are] envying and jealousy and wrangling and factions among
you, are you not unspiritual and of the flesh, behaving yourselves after a
human standard and like mere (unchanged) men? 4 For when one says, I belong to
Paul, and another, I belong to Apollos, are you not [proving yourselves]
ordinary (unchanged) men? 5 What then is Apollos? What is Paul? Ministering
servants [not heads of parties] through whom you believed, even as the Lord
appointed to each his task: 6 I planted, Apollos watered, but God [all the
while] was making it grow and [He] gave the increase. 7 So neither he who
plants is anything nor he who waters, but [only] God Who makes it grow and
become greater. 8 He who plants and he who waters are equal (one in aim, of the
same importance and esteem), yet each shall receive his own reward (wages),
according to his own labor. 9 For we are fellow workmen (joint promoters,
laborers together) with and for God; you are God's garden and vineyard and
field under cultivation, [you are] God's building. 10 According to the grace
(the special endowment for my task) of God bestowed on me, like a skillful
architect and master builder I laid [the] foundation, and now another [man] is
building upon it. But let each [man] be careful how he builds upon it, 11 For
no other foundation can anyone lay than that which is [already] laid, which is
Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One). 12 But if anyone builds upon the
Foundation, whether it be with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw,
13 The work of each [one] will become [plainly, openly] known (shown for what
it is); for the day [of Christ] will disclose and declare it, because it will
be revealed with fire, and the fire will test and critically appraise the
character and worth of the work each person has done. 14 If the work which any
person has built on this Foundation [any product of his efforts whatever]
survives [this test], he will get his reward. 15 But if any person's work is
burned up [under the test], he will suffer the loss [of it all, losing his
reward], though he himself will be saved, but only as [one who has passed]
through fire. 16 Do you not discern and understand that you [the whole church
at Corinth] are
God's temple (His sanctuary), and that God's Spirit has His permanent dwelling
in you [to be at home in you, collectively as a church and also individually]? 17
If anyone does hurt to God's temple or corrupts it [with false doctrines] or
destroys it, God will do hurt to him and bring him to the corruption of death
and destroy him. For the temple
of God is holy (sacred to
Him) and that [temple] you [the believing church and its individual believers]
are. 18 Let no person deceive himself. If anyone among you supposes that he is
wise in this age, let him become a fool [let him discard his worldly
discernment and recognize himself as dull, stupid, and foolish, without true
learning and scholarship], that he may become [really] wise. 19 For this
world's wisdom is foolishness (absurdity and stupidity) with God, for it is
written, He lays hold of the wise in their [own] craftiness; 20 And again, The
Lord knows the thoughts and reasoning's of the [humanly] wise and recognizes
how futile they are. 21 So let no one exult proudly concerning men [boasting of
having this or that man as a leader], for all things are yours, 22 Whether Paul
or Apollos or Cephas (Peter), or the universe or life or death, or the
immediate and threatening present or the [subsequent and uncertain] future--all
are yours, 23 And you are Christ's, and Christ is God's.
Job 23:10 But He knows the way that I
take [He has concern for it, appreciates, and pays attention to it]. When He
has tried me, I shall come forth as refined gold [pure and luminous].
Psalms 17:3 You have proved my heart;
You have visited me in the night; You have tried me and find nothing [no evil
purpose in me]; I have purposed that my mouth shall not transgress.
Judges 7:4 And the LORD said to
Gideon, "The people are still too many. Take them down to the water, and I
will test them for you there, and anyone of whom I say to you, 'This one shall
go with you,' shall go with you, and anyone of whom I say to you, 'This one
shall not go with you,' shall not go."
-Susan O'Marra
-09-12-12