Child, do not bemoan the times of solitude and separateness that you currently find yourself. I have called you to this long season. You have formerly asked Me to teach you of My ways, and I am doing just this. Part of knowing My ways is to learn to die to yours, so this season has been a long deep canyon for you internally. But I have been with you in each step of the journey. I am very precise in all that I do, and I especially tend to every detail concerning you. You have never been alone, nor will you ever be. I am teaching you the richness and vastness that lies within Me, but you cannot see it as long as you remain with your eyes on your own internal misery. You have passed through the Valley of Strife, and are emerging into My new life.
These were the very things that prevent you from knowing Me. Strife and fear devour many of My People in their souls. It is time that you increase in understanding, and know that this season is at an end for you. I brought you this way in answer to your cries to Me to know Me intimately. The only way to know Me intimately is to walk in surrender with Me, and part of that is in the death processes of your own flesh and soul, for when you truly have crucified these things with Me, then I can flood you with greater light internally. So your steps have labored, and your heart has wavered, but you have not denied Me. On the contrary, you are just now seeing the beginnings of true intimacy!
I have been stirring you deeply in this place, and you have struggled to process My Grace, and this is when the final shackles fully fall off your soul. For now, I am becoming your Lord, and am being Lord over all. I love you Child, and I have brought you this way to make you into a Son. You shall never fall away from Me, if you will keep close to Me. Do not doubt My words to you, for you can feel them inside of you. Throw off the old garments from your soul, and receive a deep, deep knowledge of Me! I am coming to enlighten you in a new way internally! You shall delight yourself fully in Me, and you shall never again doubt your destiny.
What you are to be, you do not yet see, but this does not even concern nor bother Me, for I see what you do not. But I want you to know that which is eternally true, so I am coming to give you a clearer view. I am coming to reveal Myself to you, and within My Reflection, you shall understand your new direction. You shall no longer seek affirmation or support from men for your security, NO! You shall stand firmly rooted, and anchored, and supported by Me! You are growing up spiritually, and you shall walk as a mature Son before Me, and you shall know that I have created you, that I have called you, and that I have been truly faithful to you!
I shall speak to you even more, for I am going to pour, and pour, and pour, until the doubts you have are no more. You shall be like a well watered garden unto Me, for I dwell within you richly, and since I am the very Richness that flows within you, then you also shall flow in Me, who is within you. I am going to break into every thought, into every word, and into every attitude, until you are conformed into perfect unity with Me. So, expect that what you see before you right now to change, and do not grieve over what you shall have to let go. But look ahead at what you shall become, and what you are about to know, for I am coming to bring you into a deeper flow.
I have determined each of your steps. I know every choice, every thought, every desire, and every inner fire. I know that which weighs upon your heart, and I know the things that trouble you in your dreams. But I also know that which is destined for you, so allow Me to remove these things that trouble your being, so that you are at peace in Me. My Grace has been given, and you shall be divinely shown what to do, but you trust in Me to guide you. Release your fears, and allow the flowing of your fearful tears, for out of your obedience to Me, shall you walk in the freedom of Me richly! I am here to set you free, and also to illuminate you internally with Me! You shall become a strong light, to help My People in the days and years and decades to come. Much work has yet to be done.
This is the Year of My Favor. I have given you this year to make a quick transition and to shed all fear. As you obey, you shall become a pillar and a mainstay. You shall stand and not run, and you shall know the delights as being one of My sons, for you have longed for this deeper flow, and now this is the year for you to grow. Take no thought for tomorrow, for you already know- follow My Voice, and yield to Me fully. I shall teach you. I shall feed you. I shall fill you. I shall use you. You shall not wander anymore, for you have crossed over with Me. Now I will open your eyes to see, and the barrenness, and the loneliness, and the lack will transform into a rich, lush, life in Me. You will look back on these years in the times ahead, and you will see the Wisdom that was in Me, and you will glorify Me.
Psalms 84:5 Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) is the man whose strength is in You, in whose heart are the highways to Zion. 6 Passing through the Valley of Weeping (Baca), they make it a place of springs; the early rain also fills [the pools] with blessings. 7 They go from strength to strength [increasing in victorious power]; each of them appears before God in Zion.
- Susan O'Marra